Some of you might notice, I'm not too active on Instagram as often as
before. Lately, i felt not confidence more as before. These days i'm just doing what i love like workout, play with Melo (my pet) and tutor some elementary school student. I even
try to avoid something that can make me not good in person because I'm scared of what people will say when
they see me.
Yes, I have low self confidence these days. I know it's been a long time for me to battle with self-love. I had health problems that i need to recover because it's very annoyed me. I have to loss my weight and regulate a healthy diet menu.
But some people, don't know that their actions and words can hurt somebody else. They don't know what I've been thru and struggle with their words. Sometimes it feels tired if i always hear what they say about me especially.
I tried so hard not to care. But in fact, it's not easy. For some of you, it might not be a big deal. But to someone who's conscious on how she looks like me, it means a lot.
I put my trust in Jesus because i know he would make me stronger. I love when my family, my boyfriend, and my best friend can accept my condition. Just keep being yourself. The world always demands a lot about what you have now. Don't be afraid or full with sorrow when you don't meet with their expectations. There's still so many things you can do it well.
